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Life just happens huh?
so after that whole debacle with surprise bills. I managed to make enough to keep online, cool.
Last weekend I was eating lunch when sudden;y i got an incredibly sharp pain in my mouth. now I thought a chip had gotten wedged in between my teeth. That happens from time to time, nothing a little flossing can't fix. So I flossed...nothing happened and the pain got more and more intense.
Finally i caved in and went to see a dentist. turns out i had a cavity, a big one. It was so big she gave me two options, a root canal or a full-on extraction.
the root canal would cost me $1500. so by default I had to get the tooth extracted, because i didn't have enough money to save it.
now there's a big gaping hole in my teeth which means I can't smile less i open myself up to ridicule
my self-esteem was never high to begin with, but this is just painful. sometimes I just feel like i'm just bad luck.
just another bulletin in what's going on in Neme's life.
back to work for me.
so after that whole debacle with surprise bills. I managed to make enough to keep online, cool.
Last weekend I was eating lunch when sudden;y i got an incredibly sharp pain in my mouth. now I thought a chip had gotten wedged in between my teeth. That happens from time to time, nothing a little flossing can't fix. So I flossed...nothing happened and the pain got more and more intense.
Finally i caved in and went to see a dentist. turns out i had a cavity, a big one. It was so big she gave me two options, a root canal or a full-on extraction.
the root canal would cost me $1500. so by default I had to get the tooth extracted, because i didn't have enough money to save it.
now there's a big gaping hole in my teeth which means I can't smile less i open myself up to ridicule
my self-esteem was never high to begin with, but this is just painful. sometimes I just feel like i'm just bad luck.
just another bulletin in what's going on in Neme's life.
back to work for me.
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No argument from me, take care of your teeth! Outside of one crown and a couple of fillings, I still have all my originals. Well, I take that back the "Wisdom" teeth got pulled right after I got drafted in '64. 